I must admit that when I started this blog many years ago, I didn't intend for it to be my announcement board on R. This was a pleasant blog (I migrated from another blog site) and talked about A and my ideas on what-nots.
Then I noticed the traffic, and decided to put a tracker to check out the hits. And Surprise! Surprise! The initial posts on R (obviously very, very bitter) were directed towards certain individuals (Hi there!) and are no longer up for view. As I've said, I am not perfect. I have struggles of my own, and I try my best to see what God's will is. But like you, I get angry, bitter, and sad.
There are over 200 posts on this blog, but you only see a handful because I pruned this blog a year ago, and again a few days ago. I apologize if you still sense a lot of anger, especially in my earlier posts. :(
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In other news, life goes on in my household. :)
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no apologies needed as this is is your place. your own private place. and yes, us bloggers write to pour out what we feel. way way better than throwing a fist on someone you hate, right? lol!
ReplyDeletehello, i stumbled upon your blog bec of PEP. i have been reading your post these past few days and i can say is your husband is very, very lucky to have you as his wife. i hope he realizes that the soonest. keep up the faith!
ReplyDeletehang in there! i see your strong faith in God.
ReplyDeleteI don't want to sound nosey but your blog is becoming famous now in the midst of all the current controversies regarding your hubby and the other woman. I just want you to know that God knows your pain. All these you're going through is part of His grand plans for you and your family (especially your kids). Just be strong!
I am a wife and a mom too. I love writing too! And I know how it de-stresses a tired soul.
Again, hang in there, sis!
(oh, btw, im not on anyody's side - what i believe is that you & your kids are the 'unwilling' victims & 'casualties of war' here. so i sympathize with you. have stronger faith, sistah!)
hi, sorry if just like the millions of filipinos, i couldnt help but get curious about your blog, i know its unfair how this is all just news and headlines to us, but for you, its so real, its your precious family at stake and for that i truly admire you for your grace and strength. God Bless you..you inspire us to be better persons each day inspite of the hardships of life.
ReplyDeletehi, sorry if just like the millions of filipinos, i couldnt help but get curious about your blog, i know its unfair how this is all just news and headlines to us, but for you, its so real, its your precious family at stake and for that i truly admire you for your grace and strength. God Bless you..you inspire us to be better persons each day inspite of the hardships of life.
ReplyDeletefound out about your blog just last night. i feel for you. know that i'm always here for you, anytime you need someone.
ReplyDeletethis may sound ironic but when i heard about the news all i could really think of is how good God is and how faithful He is to those who love Him. all this is very painful and it might be the last thing one would see as a blessing but for some reason, i really felt that this is God's answer to all your prayers.
he is so faithful! he prepared you emotionally for this moment. if this had happened a few months ago you would have crumbled. now, i believe you are emotionally stronger to deal with this.
he is so kind! 6 months ago, He made your whole family decide to go on a trip this very weekend so that you can be faraway from everything. it was his way of shielding you and A from having to deal with this at the heigtht of the issue. (so yes, your aunt ought to really understand by now why you HAD to go!)
he is so good! he truly does hear and answer our prayers. we just need to have the faith to believe and keep on praying.
again, i'll be here for you lang, ok? and my prayers are with you, A and baby.
balik ka na so you can demo the super liner to me already haha :) (siguro you know who i am na, by now?)
Hi. You don't know me but I empathize with you. My boyfriend cheated on me many times when I was pregnant and it was a relief to break up with him. Reading your blog, I'm sure you're an intelligent woman (and an able writer!). So I hope good things for you and your children. Evil people will (and are getting) their comeuppance.
ReplyDeleteHi, just got the link from pep... Just be strong in the Lord and keep the faith. Surely, He will always be your best friend specially in trying times...
ReplyDeleteHi, i decided to visit your blog without my "cloak" (sure you know what that means). I clicked a link from a newsblog (i know the author), and here i am, read all the pruned entries. I couldn't read and digest at first 'coz some entries brought me back to what i did 5 years ago faced with the same situation- ignore the stalker (siya pa ang may ganang mang-stalk! nagsawa siya kaka-text at kakasunod sa kin, maybe wondering why my husband loves me and couldn't leave me), pray, wait for God's time patiently - as in i just let God fight for me (i prayed to God not to allow myself to be provoked), and He prepared me for the day. When that day came, God reminded me that I'm forgiven and His command is to forgive:-) When my husband learned later that the person stalked me, he said did not know it, and i gained so much respect from him since then. It happened only once,and after that he sees me in a new perspective - from God's perspective. When my husband had an affair, i saw him not just a husband but a brother in Christ who needs help to be strong in fighting temptation. And I volunteered to God, because he stopped attending men's fellowship.
ReplyDeleteWe may not have the same approach to situation (for you can write about it), but showing to other people how God sustains you all these years, His faithfulness - i pray that other people, especially those who do not know the Lord in personal way, will be drawn to God and not see this personal blog (that anyone with online access can read, so it's not really a private blog that we illegally access) as your way of destroying your husband. As you mentioned even in they don't deserve it, our husbands must be respected for it is God's command. We are commanded to "submit to your husbands...in everything". Using your blog as testimony not only to readers with the same predicament, i'll say you go, girl:-)
As of this moment, God is using blog to bless other people so that HIS name will be glorified. :-) Just to let you know how blessed i am in visiting this blog, this is the first time i talked to other people about this other than my husband (not even my family and friends know). My husband is a good man; he humbly said that he was a "damaged good" for he was tempted and fell to sin, but God saw in him a repentant man, who was even prepared to be kicked out of the house and be away from his 3 sons he loved so much as a consequence of a short-lived affair. But God already prepared me on what to do, and if i didn't obey, i'd be living the rest of my lives miserably. My husband is a changed man; only one incident in our marriage when we took for granted our individual devotion with God; we pray together that we'll put God first in our marriage. I also responded to the other person's apology that God loves her and is waiting for her.
I hope that i stay anonymous here, and in case you'll be able to track my e-mail, i'd be glad to receive more inspiring lines from you:-)