Sunday, September 6, 2009

He Collects Your Tears

"You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in Your bottle. You have recorded each one in Your book" (Psalm 56:8, NLT)

TODAY'S WORD
Do you know how important you are to God? He cares so much about every detail of your life. He cares about your thoughts, feelings, and emotions. In fact, what you are going through is so important to Him that He records every sorrow and collects every tear you've shed. Why would God record your sorrows and collect your tears? It's because He loves you so much. He is your Vindicator. He's keeping account of every wrong that's ever been done to you so that He can make up for every single one of them. He wants to restore everything that has ever been stolen. He wants to heal every single hurt and pain. He sees the longings and desires of your heart, and you can rest assured that behind the scenes He is working things out for your good! I want to remind you today that God is with you. He is on your side. He has your best interest at heart, and He is working to bring restoration and peace to every area of your life. Keep standing, keep believing, and keep doing the right thing because the One who collects your tears will restore every broken place in your life!

A PRAYER FOR TODAY
"Heavenly Father, thank You for loving me and setting me free. Thank You for being my Vindicator. I choose to release every hurt, pain and sorrow, knowing that You will make all things new. In Jesus' Name. Amen."

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Got this from PT today. Isn't God amazing? I remember around 3 years ago, as I sat and prayed with my d-group, I got the conviction to "Just Keep Praying". I don't know how many times I've sat on the floor of our old walk-in closet, just to lift up my woes to God. I remember my friend, L, in her own quest to save her marriage... and the way she kept track of the number of times she broke down before God. She would count the number of shower curtains she ruined, because the bathroom was her place of solace - she would cling to the curtains as she cried her eyes out. :) But yea, I remember giving God my commitment to do this for Him, and no one else. I even remember saying "Be it 5 years, 10 years, 20 years, or even if I do not see the day, as long as one day, my husband will come to know the Lord. Then I know I have fulfilled my purpose."

This battle is no longer mine. I have given this to the Lord many, many years ago. This is for Him. The Bible says one does not labor in vain, if he labors for God. But my journey's purpose is to ultimately give God back the glory. I am not a perfect person. No, not the perfect wife, nor mother. But I have traversed this path for so long that the Lord has continuously changed me, my perspective and attitude towards what is the right thing to do. My cousin used to say it was being selfish of me to want to work on the marriage. And for many months, I contemplated. But God is in charge! I didn't have to do anything! I chose to let God lead me, and He did even better. He prepared me, us, for this day. I have no regrets, because I know this is all God's orchestration. I love the man I married 8 years ago. But I hate his sin. I am reminded everyday that we battle not against flesh and blood, but against powers and principalities. But who am I to fear what the future holds? God already promises to save my household! (Acts 16:31) Even better, He promises to save yours! And all it takes is to believe in Him!

side note: You must be wondering why I am updating this blog in the midst of this fiery trial. Writing is my way of coping. I draw from God's promises, the ones hidden in my heart. And I write to encourage others. And in that way, I am accountable to many. As such, I think twice, thrice, nth number of times before I take the next step, making sure it is the right one.

17 comments:

  1. Hi Kaye!We belong to one e-group. I once emailed you inquiring about your cute products.I just found out this morning that you're the wife of the controversial Richard now.I feel for you.It's good to know that your heart is with the Lord because you can never go wrong.I know it hurts to see your kids miss their dad but someday they will clearly understand the circumstances.I know you're a strong woman.God bless you, Kaye and your kids.

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  2. Kaye, just like the above, we were tgether in an e-group for smart parents. I have pieced together and realized you were the wife of the guy. I pray for the strength of your soul at this moment. It's not easy but you have managed well ver the years. I'm sure you're hurting, he is still your husband no matter what. God will always be on your side. Be stronger, Kaye.

    Mnchu

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  3. that's a very inspiring message..it only goes to show how strong your convictions are. keep the faith. will pray for your family.

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  4. kaye, tong blog mo full of encouragement.. nakaka enlight talaga, salamat sayo..god bless us!

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  5. Kaye im not of the stalkers ha nabasa ko lang din sa Pep tong blog mo..yes,tama ung isang nag comment magaling ka talagang mag sulat, Im with you, may problema din sa pamilya, minsan gusto ko na ring mag give up..pero nong nabasa ko tong blog mo para akong nabuhayan ng loob..Salamat kaye..

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  6. i learned so much from your blog. i just got the link from a comment at pep. your words are so meaningful and encouraging and your post about a generation of curse that got me to think really deeply. he he. i was once in your situation but i got out of it, my daughter is a happy soul without her father! God bless!

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  7. I don't know you but i really love reading your blog. It gives me strength. Thank you.

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  8. hi kaye...nakuha ko sa PEP yun blog site mo..just stay strong para sa mga kids mo. nakaka-inspire mga sinusulat mo...lahat tayo may mga kanya kanyang problema maliit o malaki man and bilib ako sa yo kasi matatag ang loob mo. never ka nag give up. take care and God Bless.

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  9. not sure why my previous post didnt make it on your page, anyways i can tell you have a strong faith in God, but i dont think it worth it holding on to a marriage like that. I hope you consider this situation a wake up call and not another obstacle for you to go over through. Giving up would not always equate to losing, in this particular situation of yours it only means choosing to live a better more peaceful life with and sheltering your children from pain, trauma. I myself had a womanizer for a dad and I could only thank my mom for kicking him out ourlife just when i was young enough to see him as a monster worst to hate him,My dad was never part of my life, never seen nor heard of him all mylife until last year when i found out he died years back and to this day i dont hold any grudge towards him considering that he left 7 fatherless children from 6 women. Theres no hatred for i never saw him make my mom suffer, nor was aware of his philandering ways. I admire your strength in handling this ordeal but i hope you realize that your life specially that of your children will be so much better if choose to leave a life without R in it. God can only give us his mercy and divine guidance but it would always be up to us if we will decide to end our suffering or choose to continue enduring pain. God Bless :)

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  10. U are a strong woman and i was amazed on how U were able to keep hubby at Home inspite of what he did.bcoz if ako yun, pinabalik ko sya sa palda ng mom nya. But seriously, Wish I could have the same strength as urs. Ur kids are lucky to have a mom like U.
    sana makabuo nga ng 1st wives Club.. if U do, please count me In!

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  11. I'm learning so much from you. I admire you for being so strong and for keeping your faith in your marriage. May God always keep and protect you.

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  12. Kaye im so happy at least you have a business of your own and it seems you have a strong faith in God. Mukha nga you love your husband pero pag sobra na siyang toxic and di talaga magbago, Aba Palayasin mo na! Mukha naman without you your husband won't survive financially and emotionally. Parang siya yun sobra mawawalan not you. Winner ka Sister!

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  13. I admire your strength. God will take care of you..

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  14. hi ma'am i'm not one of your stalkers i just heard sa news about your blog and i just started reading. at first i was thinking kawawa naman ang mga anak mo dahil madadamay kayong lahat dito but the other night i read some of your post and all the positive stuff coming out from you it shows that you are ok. that your kids have one great mother whom they can idolize. my prayers goes to you and your kids. you have all you need right there girl, you have beautiful kids who are ready to be your strength. i admire you, really even if i don't know you personally and i'll continue praying for you and your kids.

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  15. Like many others I found your blog through pep. You're a remarkable, admirable woman. My heart and prayers goes out to you and your kids. Hang in there.

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  16. Very well said prayer, sis. Amen.

    Hang in there!

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  17. "And I write to encourage others."
    ..and it certainly is working :D. thank you for your posts. it's so nice to see God is working in your life right now. stay strong. stay in Him :D. your posts have encouraged me to do the same. thank you :D. keep praying :D.

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