Hi Kaye! You have the choice to get yourself out of this misery. How about not expecting ANYTHING at all from your ex-husband? That would be a good start. You'll never be able to get off the Coaster if you're still secretly hoping that one day he'll come to his senses.
Wow. I just read this comment. Who says I'm secretly hoping? How would you know what I think in secret? *frowns*